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Life is about options. Staying on one path isn't for me. I am a yoga Instructor, massage therapist, college girl and I aspire to become an RN. I love spending my free time practicing yoga in the studio. I love to heal and help others, I'm obsessed with the sky...the moon and stars especially and all that mother earth provides. I'm a huge dreamer. I'm recovering from an eating disorder and taking one day at a time. This is my blog, mostly focused on fitness motivation because that's what I struggle with the most but is also used as my diary.
HW:180 SW:180 CW:176 GW:130 UGW:Fit and toned
"Enthusiasm is one of the most powerful engines of success. When you do a thing, do it with all your might. Put your whole soul into it. Stamp it with your own personality. Be active, be energetic and faithful, and you will accomplish your object. Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm." — Ralph Waldo Emerson
people who exercise in order to get rid of period cramps are the ones surviving the apocalypse.
(via yoga-running)@5 days ago with 159070 notes
I fucked up bad.@3 weeks ago with 2 notes
It’s been about a week since I’ve fucked up. I’m not going to write all the juicy details because it’s nobody god damn business, (love you) but I am gladly willing to put this all behind me. My ex is never going to change. He’s always going to play with me and tempt me and do shit to me- basically throwing me off a cliff and not catching me just saying in the end, “man I’m a dick” … “…no shit.” Is my reply. My boyfriend loves me more than words can express. He will always catch me. I don’t deserve him… Even though my therapist is trying to convince me that I do. I just need to believe it. That’s my journey. Finding my self worth and love. Finding happiness with myself. All off these things feel alien for me. Where did I go wrong? When did I lose site of myself? When did I stop caring about me and losing my values? I honestly can’t remember. I just know that I don’t want to continue down this sad path of what feels like gravel under my feet. I need to stop sabotaging the things I love and the relationships in my life. I just need to stop it.@2 weeks ago with 2 notes
Feeling dark. Not my heart. And not really my mind. I just want to be dark. Wear dark lipstick and dark eyeshadow and eyeliner. I want to express me. I have pale skin and white hair. And for the first time I’m embracing that pale is beautiful. I’m not washed out… I’m a white canvas. And I want to darken it and express me. I’m not weak. I’m not boring. I’m not her. I don’t have blue hair. I’m not skin and bones like her. And although you don’t say all these things I’m thinking… I feel it. I see who you stare at. I listen to comments you say to me, wishing I had purple hair or a septum… That I’ve always wanted but now, will it be just for me if I got it? I love to visually express but lately I’ve been so bland and plane… Not anymore. I’m feeling dark and I’ll express myself however the fuck I want.@1 month ago with 1 note